idk i dont sleep for days and as zombielicious as i feel, i try my hardest to function as if i were a well-rested human being 

the inability to stay awake for the only allocated and exclusive couple time we have throughout the day just reads as lack of effort to me

i’m super insensitive about sleeping matters mostly bc i can’t indulge the way normal people do and if i am able to fall asleep, i usually fight through it when people need me to. except after three days or so. I become close to delirious/useless and seek the nearest comfy surface to sprawl over. I’m also a drooling machine when this happens, so watch out. I’ve passed my limit a few times but it led to hospitalization. I have periods of normal sleeping patterns(bliss) but I still manage to stay awake late into the night via extreme levels of will power.

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this baby could be mine soon. definitely prefer it over the neon and subaru

things wrong tonight: 

-my room is full of warm, suffocating air 

-my calves and abs are throbbing from two p90x sessions, hr cardio, dodgeball, ultimate frisbee and soccer today, but then i sort of enjoy this pain? makes me feel like a hardcore mf

-my phone service is no longer active

-the skype call with wafalo lost connection and i can’t listen to the serenading snore of my babyyy

-rent is due fuuuuuuuuuuuuck rent is due

-belly gigantica in all her glory is ever-so-present because pms

-i’m too anxious for spain

-i want someone to watch dragonball with

otherwise life is food.

haha ^ i meant to type good just now, but i’m leaving it as is x]

i whine on the days preceding blood week 

enjoy

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